Monday, August 31, 2009

That Rhythmic Love Affair

     Following August 31 is September the First. The start of the -ber months as well as the beginning of a countdown before Christmas. But September 1 is also something else, it is the brith, or I must say, the rebirth of a sorely missed friend on this side of the FM band: 99.5RT.


RT has survived the ravages of time, the reformats that took place in different FM stations and the 2 rebrandings it underwent before going back to what has been tried and tested successfully for the past three decades. After it was buried in the graveyard of past beloved stations for almost 2 years, its owners finally decided to bring back the old 99.5RT that every one knew and loved.

Back in 2007, RT was rebranded into 99.5 Hit FM, which according to some was essentially similar to RT but geared towards a younger and seemingly profitable listening demo. Eventually, the venture failed after being on the air for one year, signing off on March 2008.

That same month, it was replaced by another youth-oriented brand, a sort of "imported" format brought by the guys of the former Campus Radio 97.1. The station became Campus 99.5 which was, as some would say, a replica of the station many grew up listening when it was still on WLS-FM. Unfortunately, the Campus experiment didn't work either on the side of the owners thus the decision to discontinue it in the middle of August 2008.

After 2 weeks of transition, on 9/1/08 Real Radio Network brought back 99.5 RT.

Before, I never was a listener to RT or any other stations while growing up save for a few. I do however knew of its existence through occasional mentioning from time to time, as well as one of its programs back in the day, Sunday Sessions. My faintest memory of ever having listened to it  as a kid was the way they say the station's name and that's all I knew before.

Curious, I decided to get my ears adjust to the returning station, at first struggling to get my ears hooked on a station playing not-so-mainstream music. Their choice of songs is clearly different compared to its predescessors (Hit plays mainstream pop while Campus leans toward alternative music), playing songs often heard in clubs or tracks that seem to be "high-end".

On its very first day back on air, it just so happened that there's not much for me to do in school so I tok the opportunity to go the station myself, having to take a train ride to Boni so I could visit a radio station for the very first time. In total, I made 4 visits and I personally met while there several RT jocks: Robi, MigZ, Lellie, Da Kid, Sam Oh, and Slyde (three days before, I met Ramon Bautista). I saw Angel Rivero in the station but I never got the chance to meet her.

Sooner than I could realize, RT became a regular staple of my radio listening habit. It kinda helped me fill the void left by Campus as I got the hang on RT.

That rhythmic love affair didn't stop from there. In one bizarre and hugely unexplainable turn of events, I had an RT disc jockey for a professor, Joshua Z! He was actually a replacement personally chosen by earlier professor for Sondesn, Sir Henry Bolo who was leaving for Singapore.

A week before Sir Henry made the announcement, someone eerily familiar walked inside the sound lab. Sir mentioned his name and somehow I could recall that name from somewhere until I realize that it was after-all THE Joshua Z! Cutting the long story short, Sir Zahn (his real name) and I became good friends and still would often see each other at school.

As the months passed, I began to love RT more and more. My favorite would have to be their oldies program, 24k Weekend. There's something about it that is uncomparable to any other oldies program around, at least from such that I know off (like Magic 89.9's Friday Madness). You could say that I was converted into an RT addict.

For one whole year, it definetly defied the odds, having been resurrected. The return of the Rhythm came at the time when people would prefer to listen through their i-Pods instead of the usual chatter and music redundancy that has become common staple on FM.

As RT celebrate a year of its return, I bid congratulations to the Rhythm of the City and more power!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Now officially 19 this August 31, 2k9

Officialy 19 this August 31, 2k9

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

ONE MINUTE!!!

two minutes

One Nine @ Oh Nine!

In less than a 60 minutes, I'll be hitting 19. For the past 12 months after turning legally 18 I must say that I experienced quite the thrill ride since the day I celebrate my 18th birthday earlier one Sunday at Powerplant Mall exactly a year ago.

I gained some, I lost some, regained some footing then losing quite the booty. I was finally allowed to drink alcoholic beverages legally although I still don't drink. Despite the relative freedom I gained, I also had to lose something valuable in order to stay grounded, like the events of August 14, 2009 wherein I lost expensive pieces of material wealth worth thousands because of my ignorance.

As I turn a year older doesn't necessarily equate that I'm getting a year wiser. There is still a lot of things for me to learn and there are a lot of things that I want to achieve in life.I still want to explore the vast horizons of my surroundings, realize the childhood dreams I never thought was possible until now, and prove to myself the things that I can do, to help ease my cravings for satisfaction.

I never desire perfection but I know when enough is enough. There is a lot of room for me to improve not in terms of skills and talents but also my personality. I know that I could do better than being gullible and all that. I know that I cannot give in to my apprehensions or else I won't be able to grow in wisdom and maturity. I don't want to think ill of myself nor do I want to be sensitive of how people think of me.

Becoming a 19-year old is a turning point in my life, although I think every year is a turning point for me anyway. It makes me look back and see how much I discover more of myself, how much of me is changed and how much of me didn't.

I still have frustrations, being unable to put into reality of sharing this very special moment to others besides my family in a way that I want it to be. But the future doesn't seem too dim for I know that sooner or later, it will happen (if only THEY will let it happen)!

My journey in life continues and for sure there will be bumps along the way. I trust that God will help me along the way.

To conclude the final hour of my 18th year in life, I want to greet myself a very happy birthday! :D

An hour and a half

Saturday, August 29, 2009

One more day and hello 19!

Every Day...Every James Counts

Like sands through the hourglass, so are the days of our lives

Kinda like this quote from a TV show that used to air here, and it does have a point. Every year, I turn a year older, seemingly wiser and more mature yet still oblivious and naive.

There's so much in life that we have to learn as wisdom is gained if one lives a life lived in full.

In every step of my way, I encounter bumps and potholes. Somehow, I manage to get up and go on. I may have gotten scabs down the road but they heal fast. I took a little pit stops to look back and relax but still looking forward to the future the belies before me.

I'm not perfect and I don't expect to be one. I may not be the happiest person but I long search for the happiness that I deserve.

In every good trait, there is a flaw. In every joy, there is sorrow. I possess good as well as bad and sometimes I get to be a little weird sometimes. I try to please and yet it seems that I can't. Somehow, I try to win them over.

I know I have my misgivings, and I openly admit that. If only I could speak the way that I should speak. I stutter when I speak, there's nothing more for it to fix it. Yet I try my hardest to say what I'm feeling.

Every one of us have a short life, each and every one of us has a choice to make. In every decision and in every year that seems to pass on me fast, I know that eventually I will take the road set-up by God.

Because every day counts

END (One day and 15 minutes)

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Preferred Gym Fitness Center (Finals Website for Webdev1)

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The latest and hopefully final version of my finals website for Webdev1, sort of....

We are the home of CAMANAVA's finest young crops of beauty queens, models, athletes, actors and actresses and aspiring young professionals in their chosen league.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Every James counts...2 Days

James Habitan Online (Header)




Brought be recent events, it'll probably take a while before I'd be able to put up my new personal website.

Rest assured ti will be up as oon as possible.

For now, here's the header for a teaser.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Accompaniment

Why is it that when something that I look forward to is accompanied by something bad and unfortunate?

That's my status message I wrote just a few short seconds ago [on Facebook]. And seriously, I really do mean it...

I'm the type of guy who always seem to dream big, the one who fantasize that everything is in his favor yet unaware that this dream will be jinxed by uncontrollable forces, forces that keeps me TOO grounded.

When something bad happens, it makes me feel: miserable, weak, helpless.

Sometimes I question why I even bother on looking forward into something that would end up in disaster, something that would prevent me from being satisfied or at least be happy for myself.

I'm not a bad person, but I admit that I have flaws.Sino namang nilalang dito sa mundo ang hindi? Why do I deserve these much pain, much hardship, such toil? It's the same thing over and over again.

Big and small, these misfortune is here to stay and make the life a living hell for me, for better or for worse.

Oh well, hat's life as you know it. You get some, you lose some.
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4 Days

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Guys, got a new er...second-hand phone. Here's my new number so make sure to add me up :D 09053321814 Leave your phone numbers here as well

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

The CSB Experience 3: As the Season Finale Nears (Click-and-Snap!)

This week was supposedly finals time  for many of us here in the College of Saint Benilde but due to some series of unfortunate events these past few months, the powers that be decided to extend the first term by at least one more week until the first week of September ending sometime until sometime around the 7th or 8th.

With good news comes the bad news: By extending to term, TPTB effectively extended the whole school year which will last until the first week of May. Specifically, May the 5th. That would mean that not only do we get a longer school year, we're going to spend a shorter summer break by 2-3 weeks (S.Y. 2010-2011 begins May 25th). Bummer....

One good thing that came out from the extension was the postponement of several of my deadlines supposedly due to submit this week.

The only thing that's not feeling the move would be my final defense for Cnctpho which I underwent earlier today. At first, I was really scared considering I'm going to defend my final plates in front of a panel composed of two reputable people from the field, one of them being Sir Ador Pamintuan of SDA's Photography Track faculty.

Having been interrogated before last term during my Fotogra days, I'm confident that I'd be able to convince the panel not just by the technical aspects applied in the final defense but also connection between the very concept I had with those very photos.

Good thing I kept myself sane because I don't know how I could compose myself as they dissect my work one by one. Fortunately, despite the flaws that was seen there, they were able to give me some tips that I could find useful in the near future, like having to crystalize my ideas into quality productive outputs, connecting with my audience as well as thriving to be better and not mediocre.

One of the panelist even suggested that I should have added more "skin" on my subject, given the concept I have for a theme (Raped Reactions). Two of my photos, they suggested that it could have been better if I "merge" into one single photo and one last shot giving conclusion to the rest of the 5 photos like a sort of rehabilitation or closure of some sort.

Rest assured I'll take those suggestions by heart. I'm just really glad I pulled it off. I didn't passed out nor fainted which I guess is a good thing, I didn't melt in humiliation nor did my  constant stuttering on the English language stop me from defending my ideas as much as possible.

I'm not expecting a perfect grade but I'm hoping I get a grade I deserve.





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6 Days

Sunday, August 23, 2009

One week

Habitan's Curve




Maya 2007 :)

Created by James Habitan

Habitan 3D Balls




Used Maya 2007...Still a neophyte on 3d Modeling/Animation using Maya so I guess this one's a good start, right?

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Boo..Ba't ayaw magbukas ng maayos itong Autodesk Architectural Desktop 3.3?

J Pics Canon 350D Pics: CP#9 for Conctpho (Outdoor Fashion)




Model: Cathleen Sy

Forgot to borrow a flashgun for these hehehe. My bad!


Outdoor Fashion by ~jlhabitan on deviantART

J Pics Canon 350D Pics: CP#8 for Conctpho (Indoor Fashion)




First time to use a Canon 350D here (borrowed from the school).

Yup, and nothing fashionable is seen here :D Although we applied high-key lighting


Indoor by ~jlhabitan on deviantART

Friday, August 21, 2009

9 Days...Good night guys!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Live life to the fullest because we have only One Life to Live

Monday, August 17, 2009

Elizabeth Garten Bridal-Home

http://www.jlhabitan.com/webdev1/elizabethgarten
Elizabeth Garten Bridal Website designed by James Habitan for Webdev1

*Something's not right though. The right columns isnot where it should be. I'll fix it once I figured it out how :D

Please critique!

Being careless and plastic only aggravates the situation. You're only putting more harm than good to people.

2 Weeks, 14 Days

Saturday, August 15, 2009

15 Days

Victimized




Yesterday, the worst thing happened to me: I got victimized by a scam as part of some modus operandi by the "Budol-Budol Gang". I was tricked into believing who they were pretending and felt right into their trap.

I'm too embarrassed to tell many of the details but all I could say is that I wasn't the only one who was victimized that day. I saw an old schoolmate of mine from high school who was swayed in by the sweet and hypnotizing voice of those two youth-looking and 20-something gangsters. One good news though when an almost victim barely and unknowingly escaped the entrapment of the Budol-budol Gang.

I already had a bad feeling the moment the deed was about to be done but I didn't trust myself over this feeling until it was all too late.

I paid the price and now I'm facing the consequences. I may have to work double time for the remiaing weeks into the term because all my files were in my Ipod that I left inside my bag at the time.

So far, I'm most worried on the following subjects brought by this unfortunate event:
1. Webdev1 (Elizabeth Garten Bridal website using CSS; finals website with health-theme)
2. Cnctpho (Last pre-finals plate; Finals plate)
3. Cadvis1 (Finals Autocad project)

All three are very heavy classes so I have to work my butt on them even if it means consuming every free time I have in school to do these as well as my other classes:

1. 2DAnim1 (Concept Art and Storyboard plates~I'm halfway done trhough these)
2. 3Danim1 (Lol...Adding more model figures in my midterms plate but with texture and stuff)

Working double time indeed. I just need to focus my attention for now on finals week and hope that I could overcome this phase in my life.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Schedule for 2nd Trimester, SY 2009-2010 in HD




Ran out of good spots but nevertheless, it's still manageable if not effed up. This term is going to be costly.

Student Information System Sked

Student Information System

Monday, August 10, 2009

The CSB Experience 3: Gl!tch

Hehehe...I was expecting last night that SIS would have its usual glitch just like the last time it did last term. But it looks like the ACTC was well-prepared to avert another school-wide disaster wherein scores of students were left with little or no available scheduling slots on the very day of their online encoding of schedules.

How unfortunate, yes. Looking at the bright side, at least I don't have to wait that long for me to access the SIS. Tomorrow at 1pm, the gates will be open for 107 SDA students who will get to lay their hands on the best possible schedule of every class they enrolled in for next term. In my case, I need to find a good schedule for the 18 units I'll use for the next term.

So far, things are getting tense again. Even if midterms was a bit of a drag, it's always the finals that always has the last say whether I get to live beyond this term. I sure wish I could pass ALL my subjects in one piece!

LoL...St Jude Academy is now "La Consolacion-Valenzuela"? Say it isn't so!!

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Photoshop Art: Looking for "Rape Victim"




Looking for someone who would model in my next photoshoot.
Theme: Rape
Model:
-Female
-Ideally 17 years old and above
-May bring her own high school uniform or I’ll provide one in case.
-Willing to follow instructions
-Date: TBA
-Ideal time of shoot: 6-9pm Friday/8-11am Saturday
-Venue: School of Design and Arts Building, DLS-CSB (Room TBA)
-Non-CSB students are welcome


I'm also looking for an assistant who could help me with the equipment.

Contact me via YM or mobile: jlhabitan@yahoo.com, 09172721815

*Non-CSB students: Upon confirmation, a visitor’s pass will be produced at least 24 hours before the shoot.


Help Wanted-Model as victim of by ~jlhabitan on deviantART

Friday, August 7, 2009

Who's willing to portray a rape victim in my next photoshoot?

Sino me available pang tiket para sa Metro Comic Con bukas?

Hello peeps, I'm back. Seeing, meeting, and actually talking to Karen Davila and Abner Mercado made my day day!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Sunny, war, cloudy morning we're having

24 Days

Okay, not just Boto Mo I-Patrol Mo but also The Correspondents Tour

24 Days and the only thing that could cheer me up is Karen Davila's Boto Mo I-Patrol Mo Tour later this afternoon

And if we lose our way We'll find each other I reach out and touch you And all my fear is gone

Reality and Dreams: The Worst Premonition Ever!

I know as a fact that there two ways to identify if my dreams are in fact premonitions: 1)If I remember them long enough for them to happen, 2)I forget that dream until the moment I feel a sense of dejavu.

The former is a rarity, having happened maybe a couple of times in my life. Most recent when I remembered a dream back in high school and did happened a few days later, albeit in a different setting within the school. So what happened to me today was possibly the fastest realization that I had of a premonition. I never knew it would happen this soon to reality.

Too soon as I would only expect them to happen in a matter of days, months or even a year! But within the hours between me having dreamt about it and the moment that it occurred is utmost unbelievable.

And now I feel bad about it.

Last night, I had this dream, a really short one. In it, I was reading tweets on my Twitter account and I read one from one of my long-time friends who was following me. Can't remember the exact words but they were enough to make me feel bad, real bad and depressed. I'm a happy person so I feel bad when I feel sad. I feel agitated as if my ears are burning red (and they are now). That was enough to have me suddenly wake up from a nightmarish premonition.

I figured that it's a premonition when I realized I could still remember it in almost full detail hours after waking up this morning. But instead of worrying, I decided not to dwell on it too much.

And about a half an hour ago as of this writing, I opened my Twitter to check on new tweets. As I read on them, I decided to reply back a couple of them from the same person who's part of my premonition. One of the replies I sent must have ticked him off (and for a very good reason for him to do so) and replied back to me saying that I shouldn't have insulted him (and that's as far as I can go). However, he posted that tweet the same time I also posted another one to clarify what I just said earlier.

But it was too little, too late. The damage cannot be undone and now the premonition became reality. I got slammed for what I did and now I'm feeling its consequences. Right now, I really really feel bad because I'm not used to have people think ill about me nor hate me as how he's hating me right now at this moment. My ears are already red and it's a sign that I'm really, really depressed.

Gosh, this is the worst premonition I ever had. And I so want to fix all of this and yet i feel as i there's nothing I could do about it. Does all of these equates to the end of our friendship? Will he ever forgive me? Will I ever get over with this ill-thoughts of people's perception about me?

I feel like I want to jump off a building...

(No worries, I'm not suicidal fortunately).

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

J Pics Best Pics: Manila Comic Con Tour in SDA (My Take)




Pictures taken by me during the Manila Comic Con 09 Tour in CSB.

Venue: SDA Cinema, 12th Floor SDA Building
Time: 1-4pm

Guests: Carlo Pagulayan, Ernest Jocson, Euegen Perez, et al

DSC_0282

J Pics D40 Pics: CP#7 for Conctpho (Low-Key High-Key)




Used a Nikon D70 for this (Naiwan ko kasi iyung akin sa bahay eh)

Aperture: F/8 to F/11 Shutter Speed: 1/60 sec and above

Equipment used: Nikon D70, studio lights, softbox, reflector.

Low

High

J Pics D40 Pics: CP#8 for Conctpho (Metal and Glass)




Bote One

Bote Two

Aperture: F/8 -F/11 Shutter Speed: 1/60 sec and above

Kinda find it hard to perfect but it's a work in progress. :P

On a Rainy August Tuesday Morning




While waiting for class to start, I took some pictures of water droplets sliding down the windows in the 11th floor.

Bored kasi eh, hahaha! So nothing really serious though :P

Final Moments with Cory




LIterally "screencaps" I took while watching the last hour of ABS-CBN's day-long coverage of Corazon Aquino's funeral. Studio 23 aired a Free TV simulcast from sister channel, ANC, while ABS was about to wrap up its coverage to return to its regular programming around a quarter before 9 on its flagship channel. After the coverge ended, 23 aired a Pinoy Myx special telecast then followed later by an extended News Central.

Need to edit some part of the blog bago ko siya i-up!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

"Rising Phoenix-like"

Hmmm...nine people read the first post and was viewed 12 times while my follow-up article received some pretty good comments on Facebook.  I hope this one is as good as the last two.

MAINTAIN THIS FREQUENCY!

For sure, a lot of people were saddened by the news of Campus 99.5' sudden discontinuation on the air last year and even now I'm sure a lot still do. Well, things happen and I guess we should all leave these behind us and move on.

I'm saddened by the bash, hate, pessimism and criticisms the station received from bashers, haters, and even a few listeners from the brand that replaced Campus last year based from what they posted from forums and other social network sites. Nevertheless, as a long-time and loyal fan, I feel as if I need to defend it against the likes of them. Even to the point of having my own share of insults as well some troll hacking my Facebook account and post whatever I wrote on my profile page in Pinoy Exchange (Thank goodness for mods!).

News broke a couple of months later that a couple of ex-DJ's from Campus are planning on transplanting Campus Radio in a new frequency. Lately, some ex-Campus jocks have already moved on with new-yet-familiar jobs like Joe Spinner who's now known as Koji Morales and is now doing midnight duties for 99.5 RT, Jimmy Jam is program director for RJ 100 and, at the same time, is hosting a show on UR 105.9. I was kinda worried that time, because of a lot of factors that prevents Campus from ever coming back.

Eventually, the hype brought by the news of another go for Campus died down that lasted til the first few months of 2009.

However, around March, I discovered that Campus Radio is back, this time as an internet radio station, a rather new but increasingly vital form of media at this time of age. A bit nostalgic when I first opened the stream, all the songs they were playing were relatively old tracks from last year meaning Campus Radio Online was on test broadcast. It didn't took long though before it finally got some newer ones in rotation.

One of the first stingers I heard was a recorded voice of Triggerman, whom many listeners may remember as the controversial host of the Top 20 @ 12 back in WLS-FM. In later weeks, John Hendrix-voiced stingers also began playing.

Upon this discovery, I felt relieved because all the hurt brought by Campus' terrestrial demise suddenly disappeared. Believe me, never in my life had I've felt such an attachment to something people would perceive as an "addiction" and mere "fanaticism" (as if they don't do the same things on themselves.).

Then came more recent news about going live online and later a grand launch. So far so good, the vibe has been positive especially those coming from my co-listeners whom I get to interact often online in PinoyExchange. According to one recent update, something's cooking this August.

Ironically, it's going to be almost a year since Campus went unplugged by the higher powers by the time Campus Radio Online reveals what they're keeping mum about (August 14 to be exact or what I personally call it "Ill-Fated Thursday").

Flashback to a few months ago, I opened Campus's online stream again while at the same time I was watching this clip of John Hendrix and Jaybee recorded from last year's UP
 Fair 2008 on the Net where they announced that time Campus Radio's return (via 99.5). I didn't noticed the streaming was still on so as I was watching the video clip, the stream is playing Coldplay's "Viva la Vida" which turns out to be symbolic in a sense. After the clip ended, the song continued on and just a minute before it ended, someone suddenly spoke live. Turns out to be the Triggerman, hehehe. Now that's a surprise!

I'm completely impressed by the mere fact that John Hendrix and Triggerman really poured all of their time and energy investing something that is seen most unlikely to be revived after it got screwed twice for the past few years. Maybe this time, third time's a charm.

Most of all, none of these would have been possible if it weren't for us, the listeners/fans who have remained loyal to Campus Radio. It's our continuing support that kept them going despite the ups and downs, as well as the bumps along the road. So in a way: It was US who brought Campus Radio back!

And as I quote a line from Jimmy Jam: "Lo and behold, from the burning ashes of a scorched barangay, rising Phoenix-like, Campus Radio LIVES! "

Maybe it's time for me to blog about it

Monday, August 3, 2009

You Deserve a James Today

You Deserve A James Today.

Enter a word for your own slogan:

Brought to you www.jlhabitan.com

Singer collapses on stage: http://kysdc.com/drake-collapses-on-stage/#more-31697

"Coz tonight is the night where two become one"

Sunday, August 2, 2009

28 Days

28 Days

J Pics Best Pics: Manila Comic Con Tour in SDA




July 31, 2009 Friday

Met some locally-based Filipino artists who are now working for comic giants DC, Marvel, etc.

*I'll post my own pictures later this week.

c/o Patricia of MediaMax: http://plcab.multiply.com/photos/album/70/70

8.31.09




And I know somehow
Some way
Our day will come
Never give in to the darkness
'Til the dawn
Hold on


Last Teen Year by ~jlhabitan on deviantART

My Elizabeth Garten Bridal Webpages for WEBDEV1




Designed using Photoshop 7.0 and CS3...

Later, I'll have them saved as html files before uploading them into my website.


Saturday, August 1, 2009

Ooh..I almost got myself seen on TV had I not leave the overpass near LSGH where an NBN-4 reporter was prepping up for his live report