Reality and Dreams: The Worst Premonition Ever!

I know as a fact that there two ways to identify if my dreams are in fact premonitions: 1)If I remember them long enough for them to happen, 2)I forget that dream until the moment I feel a sense of dejavu.

The former is a rarity, having happened maybe a couple of times in my life. Most recent when I remembered a dream back in high school and did happened a few days later, albeit in a different setting within the school. So what happened to me today was possibly the fastest realization that I had of a premonition. I never knew it would happen this soon to reality.

Too soon as I would only expect them to happen in a matter of days, months or even a year! But within the hours between me having dreamt about it and the moment that it occurred is utmost unbelievable.

And now I feel bad about it.

Last night, I had this dream, a really short one. In it, I was reading tweets on my Twitter account and I read one from one of my long-time friends who was following me. Can't remember the exact words but they were enough to make me feel bad, real bad and depressed. I'm a happy person so I feel bad when I feel sad. I feel agitated as if my ears are burning red (and they are now). That was enough to have me suddenly wake up from a nightmarish premonition.

I figured that it's a premonition when I realized I could still remember it in almost full detail hours after waking up this morning. But instead of worrying, I decided not to dwell on it too much.

And about a half an hour ago as of this writing, I opened my Twitter to check on new tweets. As I read on them, I decided to reply back a couple of them from the same person who's part of my premonition. One of the replies I sent must have ticked him off (and for a very good reason for him to do so) and replied back to me saying that I shouldn't have insulted him (and that's as far as I can go). However, he posted that tweet the same time I also posted another one to clarify what I just said earlier.

But it was too little, too late. The damage cannot be undone and now the premonition became reality. I got slammed for what I did and now I'm feeling its consequences. Right now, I really really feel bad because I'm not used to have people think ill about me nor hate me as how he's hating me right now at this moment. My ears are already red and it's a sign that I'm really, really depressed.

Gosh, this is the worst premonition I ever had. And I so want to fix all of this and yet i feel as i there's nothing I could do about it. Does all of these equates to the end of our friendship? Will he ever forgive me? Will I ever get over with this ill-thoughts of people's perception about me?

I feel like I want to jump off a building...

(No worries, I'm not suicidal fortunately).