The Consequence of "Fun"

Something unexpected, something bad. Something that it's hard to explain but I know it's never going to be the same. I thought everything's fine but then again, I though wrong.

Is it the beginning of the end? I sure hope not...Should I take the blame, I can't really say. How about the person involved, I don't know what's running inside his mind. I guess he doesn't see me much of a friend anymore nor being someone he could trust.

What have I done to deserve getting disconnected by him? Will our friendship return to the same old thing? Is the fall-out that serious?

A simple mistake, a wrongfully-seen act that is easy to forgive and to forget. I know I'm getting paranoid but I don't want to make enemies out fo friends nor do I was to make enemies to begin with.

Heck, I don't want to be a burden to him nor I don't want him to be one to me.

I know I'm asking too much but the moment I sense something is wrong between us, I tried everything that I could to correct what is it to correct. Am I being a bastard? Am I trying hard to get noticed in order for you to react? I can't help it because something is indeed wrong.

It's possible that you read this, you may have already have an idea that I'm referring to you but I'm not stopping you to react or bash on me. I probably deserve it. Call me names whatever you want, if that is the only way I could get through to you, to know what's wrong so that we could fix it.

We may not be that really close a friend but I regard you as one because I owe you a lot. I want to thank you for all the things you did for me, the good things. You're my role model, simply put.

Punch me in the face so that we could both return to the way we were.