A Reason Not to be Jealous, A Reason for Motivation

    [In discreet mode one again]

    I've had this weekend activity (Cycling) for a long time now but because I'm too shy, I never get to socialize with people who goes to the park.

    Now I saw this certain I knew from long way back and he's into this for at least three months but in that short span of time, he now know almost every person in the area. I suddenly have this feeling of envy and jealous because he's very sociable to the people around him while in my case, i tend to be quiet and do my own thing. I knew no one in the park so I wished that I could be like him, more open and less shy.

    There's no reason for me to feel jealous, but a reason for me to be motivated, challenged and inspired to be more friendly and never get the shyness and nervousness get the best of me. If ever I could see that person again, I should thank him for giving me the inspiration to get out of my shell.

[Discreet mode ends]