Tomorrow's the last day of school (Hopefully!), and I'm looking forward for some 2's and 2.5's and maybe a couple of 1.5's for Monday's course card distribution. (Long deep breath and...inhale)
Now it makes me wonder: After all the ups and downs I've seen during the course of my sophomore year here in Benilde, where do I stand now?
It's not that I'm not happy and all, but a lot of things happened and and a lot of things changed along the way. I can't find the right words to put it but in a way, it led me to the realization on what I wanna do in the long term.
The talents harnessed and the skills developed helped me focus on the type of niche I want to be in. Nevertheless, doubts would always stay at the back of my mind, especially when times call for me to make a decision at the soonest possible time.
I'm never good on making decisions but the risk of taking chances doesn't make me a lesser person. I really need to think thoroughly because I tend to rush over things. I tend to to over react on something so small, and I even tend to become oblivious on the surrounding events.
So far, the reaps from taking chances are already bearing fruit and I feel like as if I could do something even more than what I have achieved at present.
I know that things are going to get rocky once the 19th of May arrives a month from now (Mind you, it's April 19 today) and it will get rockier as junior year progresses sooner after. More stress, more sleepless nights, more headaches, more creative thinking, and more "out-of-the-box" noodle dancing for many of us here.
And you thought MMA is sooo easy...It's not!
But instead of complaining, I actually look forward to what junior year has in store for me and my buds. I know it's going to be a rough ride but then again, we're already half-way there and the next stop is just around the corner.
One Benilde!
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