Though I am that way, i make sure that I know what I am playing. To do this, I would always memorize my pieces by simply reading the notes (basic notes for violin is usually easier than piano). It proved to be very substantial as I was able to put into heart my Suzuki pieces easier so the problem on playing properly is my main concern now.
My instructor noticed my improvement and that's what motivated me to continue staying in St. Cecilia much longer. It was because of this that I dropped everything attached to my name (except to TKD for which I tried to rejoin but something happened bad).
Anyway, it seems that after being into violin for so long I finally ad the chance to prove my worth as a violinist when St. Cecilia had its Christmas recital for which Fred was also a part of (that was the time I invited people from II-MOF to come over and watch but none came). Almost there really but not quite yet.
Next recital occured a few days after I graduated high school. PIeces I played were Andantino and Perpetual Motion in G Major.
Biggest jaw-dropper was my attempt to to continue to study violin while on my first year in college but my being a member of the CSB DebSoc makes it difficult for to committ to either one of them. So in favor of what wieghted the most to my heart, I chose to drop DebSoc and continue on with St. Cecilia.
My most recent recital was earlier last April where I played Etude and J.S. Bach's Minuet 1 with piano acompaniment from Sir Jun, Fred's teacher. And I got a plaque of recognition for being a part of St. Cecilia.
The thought of leaving resurfaced again sooner after. And after putting much thought into it, I decided that I should quit violin.
Quitting violin doesn't mean that I'm going to completely let go of something that became a part of me for the past four years. It was because of he sense of fulfillment and achievement that I felt the moment something that I do got recognized by many.
I have to delay my announcement to my instructor who was there for me all these years because I will have another recital this June in QC. Sir Jomar was a great teacher, a good friend, and good to have conversations with. I shared to him all my thoughts about everything from school to family to anything out of the ordinary. So I owe him a lot so will give my best so that all those years of hard work and sacrifice won't put to waste.
I don't have any regrets at all but praises that I was able to prove something for myself. To prove that I can stay on to one thing and practically love it in the process.
Napatunayan ko na sa sarili ko na mayroong bagay na talagang mapapnindigan ko sa ganoong katagal na panahon. Masakit man na iiwan ko na ito, ang mga alaala ay mananatiling magpapataba sa puso ko.
I will always have a special place for the violin. PEACE!