The Reason To Be

I wonder...was it a mistake to do this from the very beginning?

Some error that needs to be corrected and avoid repeating it?

Is it a crime for which you think I shouldn't have committed?

Why is it that I'm keep on doing it? What is it that I'm trying to prove?

Is there something you want me to do other than change what you think I shouldn't be doing?

       Then let me ask you this:

1. Have I forced you to look upon this?
   
2. Do I want you to do this even if you don't even have to?
   
3. Why is it that what I'm doing should not be in that form?
4. Is there a lamer excuse why you continue to do it just for the heck of it?

      I'm doing this because I want to. I'm doing this because I love what I'm doing.

      It makes me happy, it helps me. It makes me realize what kind of a person I am with every turn of the page. It made me look at things on a different way, to see things in a different light.

      It pains me not to take it all out, all the problems, all the stress, all the negative energy feeling from within. I'm not even forcing you to spend a lifetime observing me. You're doing it from your own free will.

      I don't expect people to take notice, I don't expect them to do it all. It's their choice if they want to, not mine. What I can't do in my state, I can do it any way.

      The way I chose is the way I wanna go.

     So don't you dare tell me what I ought to do to make what I'm doing acceptable to your terms. I know you're merely suggesting, but I can't modify it to suit your taste.

     If you, if ever you do, have a problem with it then ignore it. I can't make you do something, it's your choice if you wanna do it anyway.

    I'm leaving the door open so anytime, anywhere, your pretty much welcome to come in and see the beauty of it all.


[Another self-written prose I thought of putting up. Watching movies really do wonders on keeping myself inspired for my literary endeavors :D]